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Two years later, and I have grown. So now i solemnly swear to listen with my eyes, to speak with my soul, to love with my whole, and to blog complete and utter nonsensical ravings from my heart and core.


Here's to awakenings, and the loss of naivety but never comedy, never humor, and never good manners. This is our world! from one hippie to another. See u in 2 years, or in summer. whichever comes first.

   

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try to sing along.
when u get the beat,
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The ones that make life perfect because they're there
The ones that love you for you and don't look and stare
The beauty in a friendship is that its long lasting and real
A friendship based on loyalty that no one can ever steal

"For the troubles we see will soon be over, but the joys to come will last forever"
2 corinthians 4:18


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Saturday, May 16, 2009
coz im just ur average kind of girl.

Dear St. Anthony, patron saint of miracles,

I know youre busy, but wont u please make me skinnier? I don care so much for clever or pretty, i just want to be skinny. Like those girls in cosmo.

Thanks a bundle. jeu.

Posted at 01:50 am by BabyJeu
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
wont u leave my dreams alone?

My lungs feel tired from screaming in my sleep. but nvm at least im up now.

Posted at 10:02 am by BabyJeu
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
depending on the circumstance of my life.


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The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
Dont stop here,
i lost my place,
im close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Posted at 06:32 pm by BabyJeu
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Monday, May 04, 2009
blabla.

JEUUUUUUUUUUUU!DOSOMEWORK.

damnit.

lol.

Posted at 03:35 am by BabyJeu
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Sunday, May 03, 2009
sams so funny

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (10:10:54 PM)

or maybe be more specific about the type of coffee

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (10:11:08 PM)

why am i thinking about this

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (10:11:14 PM)

i better get back to procrastinating

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (10:12:12 PM)

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (10:12:14 PM)

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Posted at 05:14 am by BabyJeu
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sleep.

CAAAAAAAAAAAAANT.

concentrate.

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (9:57:06 PM) maybe you subconsciously think you're ok for it

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (9:57:17 PM) LOL i thikn i subconsciously don give a shit

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (9:57:22 PM) its abt freaking microscopes

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (9:57:24 PM) hahahahaha

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (9:57:24 PM)

kill me now. 

jeu, & nu : feed us we're hungry says: (9:57:28 PM)

and objective lenses

sleep just doesn't taste the same. says: (9:57:32 PM)

maybe you consciously dont give a shit

Posted at 03:58 am by BabyJeu
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
Monday, October 06, 2008

last night, i dreamt of a bus. and you sticking twisties up kuan lin's nose.

Posted at 02:43 am by BabyJeu
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a gorgeous sense of hope, a love fable by emma ma gen ta

" There was once a girl who secured for herself a relationship of considerable consequence. This was a feat not entirely amazing in itself, but for one who had known nothing more than a souffle of promises, a cosmic joke in want of a punch line, the achievement was, to say the least, remarkable

In the shadow of such dismal encounters thus far, the authenticity of this love was illuminated like a rare constellation. It was a magical union, built on a gorgeous intimacy, a shared love of extreme sports, and comedy as a way of life.

Her friends somewhat dubious, waited offstage ready for action. They recalled only too well how she looked the last time she felt this in love. Rather than lament her wasted life nurturing fools, she abandoned her history with a simple word- snip!- and embarked on this new love expedition with only eternal optimism as her compass.

Hoping to navigate this relationship with greater foresight, she looked around for a positive sign that she was indeed heading in the right direction. Encouraged by the recurrence of the number 2 in her life ( an omen that their relationship was indeed auspicious) , she consolidated their love with four walls, zen furnishings, and substitute offspring ( a gosling) . This arrangement enveloped her love like an exquisite bubble, and aided her conviction that this was clearly the peak of her love career to date. As a result she felt a new freedom of acceptance to finally come out as an elk in his presence.

Having found their bearings, the ease of each other's company was a relief. Her friends observed her joy and warmed to the notion that he was not just another jester. But it wasnt long before cracks in the structure were apparent to her. What seemed like calm waters quickly became the bermuda triangle, as the blessed pair sailed into the insiduous zone of complacency. Acts of devotion were forfeited, when suddenly like the sobering effects of light on a nightclub dance floor, their more hidden selves took centre stage for an indefinite period. Curiosity about each other's world hit a terrific speed bump as they watched the magnificent wave of passion that once existed between them dwindle to a ripple, and eventually a drought. Exquisite speech patterns that had once made up their dialogue were now broken, replaced with a canyon of silence.

Anxious for a reprieve she consulted heavenly charts to pinpoint upcoming joy but the gold moments of bliss became so infrequent that when they did arise, she considered cloning herself to maintain the experience. Soon they both looked outside for solutions, and reassurance that the passion that defined them would not expire in a kitchen filled with white goods. The strong aromatic scent of well-known terrain wafted by her, as she pondered whether again she had toiled for naught in the realm of the heart.

Rejecting the notion that she had sailed on yet another emotional shipwreck, she searched her surrounds for an omen synonymous with luck, or the foot of a rabbit. In the absence of such encouraging aid, she waved him a temporary au revoir and set off into the unknown in search of a solution.

Tying a cord to her wrist, she anchored herself to the part inside that houses infinite love, where she beseeched her favorite selves for expert navigation. In this cocoon it occured to her that her choices were simple. She could let this love be blown about my the whim of circumstance exposed to the elements that would one day foster its decay, or she could take action to liberate them both from this emotional quagmire. Her internal map suggested that she steer this once promising relationship to its zenith, and seek the highest possible version of their union everyday.

Love as alchemy, love as art.

With renewed hope, she adorned fresh feet for a new direction, and having a quick word with sir Edmund HIllary, she made her way back to where her greatest love had retreated. In response to her emotional absence, his countenance was somewaht humorless.

Undettered, she just put on her favorite dress for confidence and played a little tune until he warmed. A mild amnesty was achieved by this act of peaceful protest, so she sent him a morse code message to see if he was contactable for conversation. Much to her delight, she spied some hope through the dark, when he threw back a reply. Tuning into each other again, she plugged them into unknown frequencies of worlds yet to be discovered and created a structure of interdependance built on gorgeous new floorboards of trust. A love concert was arranged, accessible only via canoe and before long it was clear she had invented something different and very exciting between them.

The shift in their relationship matrix was reflected by astonishing synchronicity. A cathedral of owls flew overhead, an old man moonwalked, and nearby a choral ensemble gathered to welcome world-weary pilgrims in search of a miracle. Although these little signs reassured her as little tokens of hope, she realized the only guarantee of having the love she wanted, was to create the map for it herself. " - emma magenta-

:) awww. what a sweet sweet story. when i have kids one day, ill tell this to them as a bedtime story.

Posted at 01:57 am by BabyJeu
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and yes, i still think of you.

'Life never ends, it is only changed - continuing forever in a world more beautiful than our words can ever describe'.

Posted at 01:34 am by BabyJeu
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Friday, May 01, 2009
where oh where oh where is shadow

Ure apparently not supposed to let ur dog follow you around like a shadow. Dr. Harry the vet says u give them a mat, and u put ur dog on it and u say Place, and then u give them a treat. Because if u dont, it could cause separation anxiety.

Who? to me? or rinu ? if i could bring her everywhere with me i would. shes my daemon. I get anxious when shes not with me ;)

Posted at 02:28 pm by BabyJeu
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